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So it's already March and still haven't done anything I've wanted to do. Ughhh! But I can say that I have taken the first step to what I want and I am super proud of myself. Lol. Ok changing topics, so you know how when you do something and everybody cheers you on, and congratulates you? Well I love that!! It's like the best feeling in the world!! Especially when they're cheering you for something that you LOVE doing!!!! But yeah so I doubt that anyone actuallyreads these. Lol. But I still post cuz someday it might happen. So what are you forward to do in 2009?

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New Year

So New Year's is right around the corner and there is sooooo many things I didn't get to do this year and I hate that. I guess I'll just have to wait until 2009 to do those things and make those changes. Ugh changes. I want to make so many but I don't know how or maybe I do. Maybe I know how, I just don't want to or I'm too lazy to. Ugh it's so confusing. But anyways, life is... well it's life. Boys are... well stupid, but they can't help it. School is..... school. Yep that's it.



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So I'm really annoyed with this guy I like. And yes it's the same guy from my previous posts. But anyways he's just dwlfkeklmev;kn! It's like I can't even describe it. I hate him, I like like, I'm happy for him, I pitty him. It's like I can't even describe what I feel about him sometimes. Ugh. It makes me mad. But I can't help but like him. Which sucks because it'll never happen between us. And one of my friends helped me realized that. My friend said that it'll never happen cuz the guy I like is inlove with his girlfriend. And of course I'm upset about the reality but I guess I thank my friend for pointing out the truth instead of telling me the lie that it may happen someday like all of my other friends do. Well I guess I just give up in trying. I'm gonna stop looking desperate for a boyfriend. Ugh just venting again.

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Sooo......

Right now at this exact moment everything in my life is crazy. My closest friends that I had last year are now ignoring me and acting like I don't exist. And they walk all over me and it sucks. I've come to realize who my real friends are. And it sucks when you try to be their friends and they are just downright rude to you. I hate it. And boys. Boys suck right now too. I like this one boy who has a girlfriend who he's madly inlove with. And yet he still flirts with alot of girls. Now I really like him, I've liked him since the day I met him. But it'll never happen. He flirts with his ex girlfriends so much now that I wouldn't be surprised if he got back together with one of them. He's just a player. He really is. Ugh and school is so overwhelming, I can't stand it.


But I'm looking on the brighter side of life. I'm trying really hard in school. I'm being friends with everyone cuz that's the thing to do. I'm waiting for that one other boy to catch my eye. I'm gonna be alright.


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Ehhh...

So school starts soon. I mean I'm excited and all but I wish summer wouldn't end. There's so much that I didn't get to do. Oh well. So life is just ehh right now.

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So... life... yeah... not much going on with that.